Most people knew me as the shy girl afraid to make an upsell while working in a call center, as the business advisor in some cold calling IT project management company, or as the party girl, always ready to go out.
For most of my life, I have thought that I was average, that I was nothing special and that I would spend my whole average life trying to stay as happy as I could, get married, have kids, holidays once a year. I would make ends meet like everybody else, right?
I was unfulfilled. There was always someone more deserving, I was not speaking my truth, I was a victim of my circumstances and excuses. I had also shut down my sensitivity to be like everybody else because nobody likes someone who wears their heart on their sleeve.